Jamie Foxworth & Porn

Can’t wait til this airs. The shit that Mary Carey says at the 32 second + mark is the REALEST! Towards the end, Jamie says that she would’ve made the same thing doing a scene that she made if she was still on Family Matters. So…they paid her $400-1000/episode? If so, she got played b/c I KNOW Urkel was getting much more than that.

The industry is bullshit, folks. And I don’t say that b/c I can’t…I say that b/c I choose. HUGE difference.

On a sidenote…if you’ve never had any real perceptions of what it is to have a friend in your life, the industry will teach you real quick. Aside from what I stated in my previous entry, I recall a very specific incident where I was at a ‘house’ party. At that time, I was heavily involved in popping (x) pills. I’m not talking light weight taking one once every blue moon. I’m talking about waking up, brushing my teeth and popping them almost all day like they were candy. Anyway, at the party, I remember taking a pill that was sold to me by a male who worked in the industry. After about an hour of it not working, I took a half of one and thought “Okay, this should do me in REAL quick.” Well like 2.5 hours had passed and I still felt nothing. Initially I thought that I needed to blame my supplier b/c the shit was weak! One of the girls there (someone who you guys would know if I mentioned her) asked me could she have one of my pills since _____ had sold out. She specifically stated that she wanted 1/2 of one b/c whole ones always had her out of control. I agreed, gave her the half and decided that “I” would take that pill PLUS another whole one. Three pills in total. Within 10 minutes, I felt it. But I felt weird. I remember losing my breath, my heart beating out of control and I was having continuous feelings of blacking out. I remember I ran in the room and told them that I needed to go to the hospital b/c I think I may have overdone it. The girl who took my 1/2 pill said “Girl chill out, you’re just high. Go have a seat and drink another shot.” Crazy enough, I went back into the living room, sat on the couch and instantly felt myself going in and out. I felt my hands…they were cold as hell. My feet were numb and the bottom of them were blue. At this point, two girls (who I consider my babies/sisters and are NO LONGER working in the business yay) said “Yall I think we need to call an ambulance b/c something really is wrong with her.” This story is long enough…but do you know that everybody in that house, except the two girls that I now consider my sisters, literally ran to a bedroom and locked themselves in and were PISSED when the ambulance came? They said “You brought too much attention to this house.” When I went to the hospital, three police officers came in my room after they gave me ‘something’ (don’t remember what it was) to clear my stomach. The cop asked my ‘sisters’ to see my ID. They saw that I was from Georgia and asked why was I in Cali. “Work”…I said and left it at that. He said “Look, we did a quick run on your ID and you’re clean. Technically I could take you to jail after being released from the hospital but I wont. Just be careful and take care of yourself.” I remember being relieved like HELL that I didn’t have to go to jail. And aside from learning the lesson that drugs REALLY ARE bad, I also learned that the bitches in the industry only love you when they think that you can do something for them. If you are, in any way, bringing them money or ‘staying in your lane,’ you’re good to go. And while I don’t blame ANYBODY for my mistake with doing drugs, I will say that that was one (of many) swift kicks in the ass that reminded me that I really needed to take my ass back to the east coast.

Quote me on that one.

(sorry the story is so choppy. hard shit to recall and talk about)

  • http://sincerelylisa.blogspot.com Lisa

    I remember you mentioning this before. It’s probaby pointless but I’m sorry for cosigning your situation at the time when you were in porn, I had no clue. I’m happy you came out of it and I’m really grateful for you being selfless and honest and sharing your experience as differcult it was. God bless.

  • http://www.lyfesimplified.wordpress.com Go

    I’ve never experimented with pills! My daddy was a cop and I just knew if everyone in the room took one that I’d be the one to kick the damn bucket on some low key bullshyt! But yeah…I knw the moral is they were some dirty muthafuggas!

    Sincerely,

    Go

  • http://www.paymentdue.blogspot.com Mark Dub

    The ONE TIME that I took a pill, I remember the euphoric effects, and after beginning to come down, thinking, “Damn…I REALLY want another one.” That feeling is exactly what kept me from ever doing it again. I was feenin’ for one of those joints like Pookie, and never wanted to end up like him too. As far as your experience w/your other “friends” at the party, it’s a sad fact that people are basically really selfish, and sadly, that’s some hard shit for some to shake. I’m mad that those muthafuggas were mad at you b/c you “brought too much attention to this house.” Whiskey Tango Foxtrot? What kinda shit is that? I’m glad that you separated yourself from that whole situation, doll; otherwise we possibly wouldn’t be enjoying your brilliance now.

  • hottie30

    girl, I just loved family matters, one of my favorite shows, don’t never hold your head down for anything or anyone, u did what u had to do, so fuck the world alot of these motherfucker are doing the same thing but in the closet with there shit… congraulations on your baby boy god bless u in everyway, take care of yourself and be sweet always stay the same….. real name rosemary hall, live in jackson mississippi, who ever got something to say email me at kblackhall@hotmail.com