…I get mad frustrated sometimes b/c I don’t know which way things are going.
…I wish my family was much closer.
…I know I need to be “pray’ed up” but I don’t want to go to the church to get it.
…North Carolina only reminds me that I’m single & childless…and I’m not 100% sure how I feel about that.
…at 29 years old, I wonder if I ’should’ be of a family.
…I like my own personality, as flawed as it may be sometime.
…I love going out but prefer being alone.
…Sometimes, I’m TOO competitive.
…I fly off the handle more than I should.
…I wish I could go back to 18 sometimes and rework life.
…I know that I can’t so I press forward with what I have and throw fingers at my detractors.
…If I could have plastic surgery tomorrow, I would.
…Having insomnia sucks.
…to be continued.
Your an oxymoron and thats what makes you, you.. everything you dont have is because you dont need it.. and whether you stay pray’d up pr not folks are praying for you. I am about to be 30 have been in a wheelchair since age 4 had an uncle who well yea.. and had to fight in a chair just because im smart outgoing and outspoken. I ponder many of the questions you do not to mention LORD WHY ME? but once i stopped praying and actually listened.. GOD spoke back.. I always complained that rapist and murders and all other were walking and i wasnt.. Well my answer was do you want what they got coming? Then I heard your struggles were for you i knew you can bear it.. Then i got an epiphany.. if i an such a nut in a chair I might be dead or in jail if I was walking.. Everything has a time and season yours is doing exactly what your doing. With a family your websites would be null. Watching you youtubes and just learning about you through all your mediums is cathartic for me cause I know real honest and tryna be right women exist. And as long as you try to do good in your own life you shine on others.. I love Ya GIRL.. Stop thinking so much you going be like me awake most of the damn time…
first two I feel ya on.
3rd one you got knees, ya got carpet pray where ever you want he will hear you if you want him to.
We all wonder about the paths we have taken, minus the plastic surgery do you like you? I mean personally without the young lady you have been you wouldn’t be the woman you are today. For better or for worse if you like who you are today you have to accept that those falls, odd steps, missteps, detours, quick showers, and sunny days all had a part in helping you to reach this point.
Personally I think your cool as hell quirks and all, quirks, weird habits, and eccentricities aren’t a bad thing if we didn’t have them we wouldn’t be individuals
I loved this! The honesty, they openness, in very few words you have sort of gave me a glimpse into “Jia”.
I appreciate this post! I would like to do one as well. I’ll make a video about it, and send you the link via Twitter one day!
“…the* openness..”
Girl, ur not alone – okkk
I go thru the same thing all of the time..making lists of what could be better or what I have accomplished. But, I am a true believer that God hears you no matter if you are in church or in a “John’s” car turning a trick!! Jia, sweetie, you don’t need plastic surgery and never, ever change!! Keep doing you b/c in the short time that I have been a member of your blogging communities, I have transferred to a new school, become more open-minded, and began to exercise and take better care of my health and body! My number one motto is to “Stay true to self”. With all of my flaws and imperfections, I still rise to the top and I am blessed everyday. Keep doing you, mama…No matter what!
If you want to experience children, I have two boys. 5 and 3, who are more than a handful.
Ever thought about being a step momma?
God is not a religion, so do you..and follow the ONLY rule, “do unto others”.
So, what do u think about adding 3 more folks to the home team??
The offer stands…
By the way, you would never be happy with plastic surgery. We all percieve our own flaws more intensely than others do.
There is nothing on you that needs to be changed. Your devotion to your workout speaks volumes for your desire for improvement, but surgery???
You are fine as a frogs hair, and you ought to wake up thankful for that.
Girl you do NOT have to be in the church to be prayed up. Church is great for the fellowship but thats not what you should depend on to get what you need from the Lord. Nobody else can pray for you better than you can pray for yourself anyway because they can’t simply know all the needs and desires of your heart. Thats between you and Him…
I could comment on all of them because I can relate to each one, but from following you all these years I know that you already know the answers/solutions to everything you feel. Simply put there is a ‘time’ and a ‘place’ for everything babes and you’ll get there.