Love Karma…


It’s late and I’m about to head to bed, but before I do, I wanted to get something off my chest. One of the crazy things about life and love is…at times, our hearts can lead us to make decisions that, in the end, don’t work out best for our spirit. When the heart leads, your mind is left to play catch up. Sure, you hear this voice that tells you to wait or that little voice that tries to help you choose between right and wrong. But sometimes the heart wins and leaves you in a situation that you’d likely not be involved in had you simply listened.


Just Random…

Current Mood: Dizzy

…that moment when something you wanted…for a very long time…is finally revealed to be something you’ll never have. This isn’t something that positive or wishful thinking can fix. It’s just one of those things where it is what it is. Nevermind it always being the ‘wrong time.’ Now it’s more about realizing that every single time will always be the wrong time, that there will always be something…somebody. And the only thing you can do about it is either keep your blinders on, keep that wool over your eyes or just be smart about it…even if the shit is bothersome. Some things just never should’ve happened.

Closing the curtain now. Taking a bow. Gracefully bowing out.

Doin’ just fine….

What can I say? I guess I’m one that doesn’t learn my lesson very easily. I’ve been involved with folks who have said that they “hate” that I have such an open personal blog and that I should actually let it go for the sake of my relationship. Although it may seem like it MIGHT be, it’s really not that simple. I started a personal blog back in 2004 as a way of releasing feelings that I had about someone that I was dating. At the time, we were living together and I DID have a written journal. But any time he found it, it was trashed b/c he didn’t like being talked about.

I guess he felt intimidated by the ink. Or maybe it was the notebook paper.


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